Theme Of My Amazing Life

I hear the words of the songs and my heart tears a bit. It is either a memory of times gone by or future dreams of times yet to come. Only a few will hold the presence of the now. That needs to be the sounds taking a hold of my ear. I need those sounds to guide me to the music of life filling the air with inspirations of happiness and love like none have ever felt. A pureness wanting to share with anyone who will listen. Oh, the wind blows and the notes flow across their hearts the way it touches mine.

I have crossed major floods and cleared mountain tops to find that sweet harmony that has brought me right here. Leaving me in a gentleness breeze with constant flowing wonders of which path to venture onto next. Yet it is funny how life will still throw an off tune effect here and there. Sometimes I do drop a tear for the life I had traveled on. The sites I had to endure tied into the joys of occasions that light up my world. Lifetime experiences which line the walls of my heart with rays of songs for each face the memory holds. A strand of blessings connecting the strings to the guitars of my universe. I do hear the drums that beat hard sending sorrow into motion like a hurricane of thoughts but I am soon hearing the sounds of the lights for the times I was blessed with.

In my world and life of music, I find how lost I can get in my own mind. It becomes a walk of different times of my life. I do realize how different this little bit of me is taking in different steps, but I write as I go and in the moment. I see and feel so much through the sound of songs and words to where my heart has learned to take it in and purge it out all at once. It has become a healing vise for me. A way to work through myself. A tool to stay on course, steading and forward because as times in the not so distant past I have failed. I wandered out of my own lines. I took the lead vocals and killed the sound in my own spirit. I broke.

And just like that, the sound was gone. Sending me back onto the path I was supposed to follow. The chorus came on and I heard the familiar sounds I had tucked away for moments where I slip on that slope of destruction, ropes pull tight and the harmonies begin to flow just right once again. The notes of happiness have appeared into my soul as if never left bringing nothing but joys of blessings. There is that smile, that hope, that faith I had long forgotten about. The forgiveness is much deeper when the meaning is found in a note being carried away in the sounds of memories of healing the scars.

Each day and new sound brings me to another level in life. One that is freeing inside and allowing all the inspirational tunes into a view I had never seen quite that way before. Every now and then a whistle will hit the right sound wave and bring a tear to my eye but the daggers don’t cut as deep as they did before. In fact they sometimes bring the noise of a giggle deep down making my soul smile so bright. New sounds are beginning to reach those levels and build mini rays of light, a feeling I have a long time relationship with and time to dance under the stars to the theme of my amazing life.

RES

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Trails Of Emotions Burning Her Heart

Lost on the trail of emotions she leans down to touch the bright yellow roses. Admiring the glow each one would send with a scent of an aroma only a lover could handle. Barely touching the tops of each one, the silkiness caresses her skin. The thoughts of his hands forming a perfect fit to her waist. Applying just the right pressure to lift her off her feet. Swimming in his soul, she reaches to hold on tight. Allowing her desires to take her into worlds only this moment could bring.

She reaches down to gather these seductive moments when a thorn of life stabbed her through her heart. The blood spills over reminding her wildest dream the reality of life all around her. She blinks to see where his glamorous form flew away to. Longing to touch the face of such beauty so deep without the worry of the pain taking over. His heart is what she was fully after. She knew each downfall would guide her to the beauty he held onto.

Wandering through each group of the dark forest she would find his tantalizing rays of eyes leading her into the world of passion waiting to be felt. Sending the warmth breeze her way to keep her creamy soft skin begging to be kissed. Only once had she known what it felt to taste his appetite. It was the once which had set her spirit on fire. An unquenchable inferno nothing could contain but one single sound from his lips.

The thunderous sounds of lust coming from within, her ties have bound her to his grasp for so long. A storm so wicked, so immortal a fighting battle inside. Here in the wide open, those words handed her the keys. It had finally come to pass the keys to her heart for the one who stole her past. The spiral of all dreams is closing her in. Her wants had taken over with his secrets she had inside. The fire continues to burn as she takes the next step toward her needs. Memorizing his every curve, watching his chest rise and fall. Knowing she was the one who could make all his storms collide.

RES